“What
is the weirdest gift you’ve ever been given in May?”
“An
anonymous Mother’s Day gift. Think about that for a moment.”
Aaron
picked up the small package and looked at it. It was addressed to
Shelby Jones. Jones was his wife's maiden name. There was no return
address.
“Hm.”
He brought it in the house. “Hey, Shel, you home?”
“Yeah,
babe, I'm working,” Shelby called from the office. Aaron saw her
sitting there with one leg tucked under her as she always had, and he
was struck by an image of her ten years ago, doing the same thing.
She smiled up at him and wrapped her arm around his hips. He bent
down and kissed her, then showed her the box.
“Hm.”
She took it from him, snagged a box cutter from the desktop and
opened it. Inside was a wrapped gift and a card. Shelby opened the
card. Her eyes widened, she dropped the card and put her hands over
mouth. Tears filled her eyes and her face pinched as she fought them.
“What
is it?” Aaron said, grabbing the card from her lap. It was a
Mothers' Day card. He looked at her, horrified. Who would send a
mother's day present to a woman who couldn't have children?
Shelby
grabbed the gift and unwrapped it. She reached in her hand and pulled
out a beautifully carved wooden figure. It looked like an owl. She
turned it over and over in her hands, stopping with the owl
upside-down and its foot showing initials VWJ. Shelby seemed to melt
into her chair, holding the owl close to her.
“Shel...”
Aaron said, putting his hand on her shoulder. She looked up at him
and seemed to cringe. “Do you know what all this is?” he asked
her.
“VWJ.
Victor Winter Jones. He's...my son.”
Aaron
sat down on the floor of the office. “You don't have a son. You
can't. Because...of the cancer.”
Shelby
shook her head. “I told you about the cancer. It was all I could
do. The rest...I...just couldn't. It was all too much.”
“You
really do...have a son?” Aaron didn't know what to feel about
Shelby having someone else's child, even back before they met. He was
more worried he'd say the wrong thing right now and lose her.
Shelby
nodded. “I was very young, there were a few candidates for baby
daddy and none of them seemed very promising, but as soon as I knew
he was in there I loved him. It didn't make any sense. Probably
hormones, or something. It was on the first ultrasound that they
found the cancer.”
Aaron
scooted closer to her on the rug and touched her knee. She gathered
his head into her lap and stroked his shaggy, dark hair. “I loved
him. I wanted to keep him. I tried. But it was just too much. The
surgery, the chemotherapy after, and I didn't have anyone to help me.
So I gave him up. You know the rest.”
Aaron
did. She recovered from the cancer, and then set about trying to
destroy herself with drugs and booze.
“Someone
asked me who I wanted to be when my son found me, and that became the
focus of my recovery. And I did. Find him, I mean. He was three. I
wanted to cuddle him so badly, but...I was terrified the family would
reject me and I'd never see him again, so I just started sending
anonymous birthday presents. I see him every now and then, but I've
never interacted with him.”
“How
old is he?”
“Seventeen.”
Aaron
got up and put his arms around her. “I'm sorry you couldn't tell
me. I'd have helped you choose the gifts.”
Shelby
snortled a bit of slightly hysterical laughter and shook in his arms.
“I think I thought I deserved to go it alone.”
“I'm
glad you changed your mind.” He looked at the owl in
Shelby's
hands. “I think Victor has figured out a few things on his own.”
“He's
smart.”
“And
talented. I bet he carved that owl.”
Shelby
nodded. “And sent it to his bio mom to show off to her.” She
placed the owl on the desk next to her laptop.
“Come
hang out with me in the kitchen,” Aaron said, grabbing her hands
and pulling on her arms.
“The
kitchen?” She resisted, but eventually stood up.
“Yeah.
Take a break from all this heavy shit. I'll make some tea.”
“You
just want me to make you food.”
“Oh,
you're going to make me food? What a woman!” He wrapped his arms
completely around her and gave her a huge kiss.
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